feel like vomitting once i just got up. and i do hope today is a good day as well.

woke up at 6am because of a sudden attack of my stomach ache. went poop den went sleep again. wake up again at 7 to get ready to college. (:

*skip everything until im back home*

i was down as i said just now. when i got home. dar sms me and ask me am i unhappy?

yes i was down. freaking down. fucking duper down.

because im jealous. DUH, who doesnt jealous when ur love one doesnt fool around you much? im lazy to say what we texted each other tho.

was too stressed. sink myself into the bath tub with lavender essense. just to relax my mind. dont think too much. but does it work? nops i think. was thinking something when i am sinking on the bath tub. haihs.