i dream something bout i had a quarrel with him and we din talk for few days or months. T.T

i was going to cried in real life and when i woke up. UH. i were sweating all over. scared like fuck -_-

went for ultrasound body checking today. told dar few days ago and i was down that time. i was afraid cos when i having the first ultrasound checking at PANTAI. there are something black but not in a particular shape. so the doctor says it doesnt looks like a breast cancer over it. and go back for check up after one month. doctor gave me a kind of medic and that's for 3 weeks time and the fucking lump doesnt removed. but i wasnt that afraid when doctor says it isnt a cancer cells.

today went bp centre for blood test and as well as lung, kidney, and all fucking shyt that it is on abd. all ultrasound. Doctor Khoo Chen Li says there is a white spot in my kidney and was afraid it is a stone on it. wtf. stone. -_- cb. i was so scared of it. She asked my dad to buy a kind of medic to eat again. it looks like toys were the things only around 5mm big and it's in yellow color. DUH.

i going to dye my hair today actually. but sin cher is coming my house for giving me things and i inviting her to go my house for game session since she having exam with full of stress. i should relaxing her up. lolol.

today's wednesday. i hope the thing that i was dreaming doesnt comes to reality.

thanks. (:

bye for now. (: