Wednesday, October 15, 2008
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have a morning class today. 9.30 class. my brother go out to work at 7am and 7am is the time i have to wake up and get ready. *7AM already* my bro come into our room. AT FIRST i never expect anything. I TOT he wanted to wake me up and ask me to get ready. BUT he said.
'KAI WEN, bobby shi diao liao' -[ khai boon, bobby passed away ]- I GET OUT QUICKLY and SEE whether it is a lie. i WENT down and see there is a black plastic bag and i dont know what it is. my brother pull down the plastic bag and i saw BOBBY's HEAD. WTH. not crying at first. WENT pangsai and get ready. BATH everything. TAHAN myself.
*8AM*
went out to college. after 5 minutes in the car. i SHED tears. but not obvious. my EYE in WET. then i tahan myself dont CRY. then till college i never Cry.
Today having new subject. TAHAN MYSELF. not crying. was HAPPY in class. chat along with my BESTIE Aaron. ACCOUNTING SUBJECTs. DAM BLOODY SIAN. =x teach teach teach then 12.30pm already.then went to AVENUE K to eat our lunch. After our lunch we went back to college.
*2PM*
walking back to college from LRT station. actually walking with my BESTIE. but no one wanted to walk with me. so i walk faster and went back to college. my mood was down. [i know im sissy]. then i think of my beloved bobby. PUI LUM asked me why am i so moody. She asked AARON. what happen to me. i shake my head for sure again. SAYING NOTHING. i put my HAND on my face and start CRYING. TEARS keep dropping so i put my head on my table and continue crying. -_-'. THANKS terry. he asked pui lum to get me a tissue paper to wipe my tears AWAY. the BORING CLASS started. MR CHONG class. i never care of his exist. i continue crying. when taking attendance. i just raise my hand without facing him. and continue CRYING. then he asked us to take our notes and i wasnt in mood to STUDY AT ALL. but i gonna be DULAN if he scold me why i never take notes. but i took out my notes. without opening it. and CONTINUE CRY. PUI LUM asked me why am i crying. i tell her. ' wo den xia cai gen ni jiang' [will tell u ltr]. RECEIVED a message from AARON. ASKED ME why am i crying.
i told him what happen and i told pui lum as well by SMS-ing. CRIED for half and hour. they consoled me asked me not to cry. BE BRAVE. thing had passed. CHEER up. but i couldnt do it. after the 30 minutes CRYs. FINALLY i am not crying -_-'. START CONCENTRATING on class. but i couldnt. just see what the heck is he teaching but it doesnt go into my brain. =D.
*4pm*
CLASS FINISHED. SAD THING HAPPEN TO ME. but i wont mention what it is. ASK ME PERSONALLY ALSO NO USE. i wont tell.
F#$%ing KHAI
Going crazy at...
10/15/2008 05:44:00 PM
