Thursday, July 3, 2008
-Sad-
On the Monday night after the of my friend's party, i dont know why but just a feel that i thinked back of my secondary school.. want to know what happen to me ? let me tell e u
During the Secondary School life, there is a guy-[i address him as mr.X]- and there is another guy name mr.Y.. Mr.X is a guy who sit behind me during sec 4 and mr Y is sit beside me.
one day, Mr Y was absence and Mr X sat beside me cause he want to talk to me. so he sat beside me and keep talk talk talk but i never talk because im a introvert guy who doest talk .. then the next day MR Y is back to school and when i was away from my seat, Mr X told MR Y something and i duno wad issit at first.. after my class finish. mr Y was MSN-ing with me and he told me that MR X said that if who is the 1 who sit beside him will be dead.. the meaning of this is i am a very boring guy and never talk to anyone..
and there is quite lots of things that happen to me but it is not available to say it out due to some reasons.
then on the monday nite.. i dont know why i think of those things and make me couldnt sleep .. but i roll bed for awhile then can sleep le lol.. then the next day when i was on the way to school.. i shed tears and i dont know why.. then i email my lecturer cause i mafan my fren too much le so i dunwan to kacau her.. so i told her what happen to me and i asked advise from her..
Actually the main point is i scared that i will be missing all my friends.. and i am trying to get more friends in college but not some that i hate.. i want to be a part of their life -[ i mean to be their friend as they really treat me as]-
after few days [ today ] my maple jie and my lecturer gave me some advise and ALSO some few guys and a really bestie friend comfort me and make me happy.. joy my day up.. =D LOVE YOU SHI TING !.. lol okie cya for today.. =D
xoxo
khai
Going crazy at...
7/03/2008 07:38:00 PM
