Friday, July 18, 2008
-Friends-
Ask yourself.. is there a friend who really treat you as a friend? who are loyal to you.. do you afraid that ur friend will be slowly leaving by ur side ? hmm..
Some of you might wont be thinking of this.. but i am really afraid,cried and down when i was thinking of these things.. although i get so many advises from my friends and my lecturer.. i am still thinking of these things and i am very tooting afraid that friends that will be leaving me slowly and real slowly . and in the end.. they might be treating me just as a maid or some others thing that only help them to do somethings.
i know this might be annoying to those who know me especially ting or some other ppl.. because i always tell them wad happen to me .. there are 2 categories of friends. that is a best friends and annoying friends..
when i dont want those annoying friends stick to me, they stick to me always. and when i wan my best friends to stick with me, they doesnt stick with me.. it is opposite and this make me think that my best friends were hate me and im am down immediately..
actually i google alot to search ways to be a friends of others always.. they wrote be caring to others.. and i did it.. i am scared that im am too caring to others and they will feel annoying of me.. so i was confused duno what to do.. if i too caring, they will feel that im annoying and then if im not caring they say im boring person.. duh.. what happen to my life.. ?
p/s : i know some of my college friends were reading this.. so you all know my problems now.. =)
If u hates me.. just voice out.. dont keep it .. =)
xoxo
khai
Going crazy at...
7/18/2008 06:22:00 PM